Hidden from inside
When the whispers turn into screams
When reality is nothing but bad dreams
Life has no meaning but full of darkness
And the pain is so constant it is all you can harness
You toil with death just to see if you can die
Images of torture and you dont know why
Your heart beats but youre not alive
On the edge of insanity, then you take the dive
Plummet to what you hope is death and release
All you ever wanted was happiness and peace
But the darkness is so thick and cold
You reach out for something or someone as your life unfolds
You cut yourself to know you can still feel
But those wounds will never heal
You cry tears of black
Praying the time will take you back
This is the hell Ive made for myself
Only for me to see and nobody else