The hardest thing is letting go....
I was with my boyfriend for a little over 2 years when out
of nowhere he called and told me that he could no longer see/talk
to me. It was a complete shock that I wasn't expecting.
We had a great relationship. I mean it was perfect, but nothing
ever is. We would argue off and on, but nothing major. When
he called and broke up with me he told me it was because he
needed to do his own thing and be on his own. He couldn't
be attached to anyone because everyone was holding him
back from what he wanted to do. He also told me that he could
never be with anyone else again(sexually or emotionally)
because he had loved me way too much. I don't know what
to do because I still love him with all my heart and really
want him back. He called me last week and I went over to his
apartment after I got off work that night and we talked and
had sex. It was completely unemotional for him, but it wasn't
for me. I still have very strong feelings for him and don't
know what to do. Then the other night I figured I would check
out Adult FriendFinder. I was looking through profiles and all of a sudden
I stumbled upon his. This had angered me so much. He said
that he could never have sex with someone he didn't
love because that wasn't something he could morally
do. Then I read his profile and everything he had told me
was a complete lie...What should I do because right now
I'm very confused and I still love him?