journal entries
January 8, 2003
Oh my and today at work Susie came by and started rubbing
the back of my head. Every time she does that I get so excited.
I mean right when she does it I start getting hard immediately!!
I turned around and grabbed her hand and she looks soooooo
amazing!! I really think that there is nothing wrong with
that girl. I mean her face..hair...hands. everything
EVERY inch of her is amazing!! Her smile...and eyes. She
is just so incredible! Anyway I was sitting down so I looked
at her from her waste up to her eyes...(again I have to say
that girl is sooo BEAUTIFUL!!!) anyway she left and there
I was rock hard. I wanted her so bad. Anyway she emailed me
and said that was one hell of a look that I gave her. I emailed
back saying I was sorry. And then she emailed me saying she
liked it...that almost drove me crazy. I don't think
she saw but when I turned around I was looking right in between
her legs!! I can't imagine how Awesome it would be to
taste her. And that is what I was thinking how bad I wanted
to be licking her right there. She is so hot!!! I think I am
going to have to stop writing in this now and go take care
of something...she gets me so excited!!!
January 9, 2003
also Susie came by again today!! She was wearing a purple
top and black stretch pants. She is so Amazing!!!!! She
came up to me and started rubbing my head while I was standing
up and I had to stop her.
once she touch me I started getting
hard(not a good thing when you are standing up and people
are around) Anyway I emailed her and told her how HOT she
was. I don't think she has any clue how hot she is. Anyway
she emailed back saying she would only rub my hair when I
was sitting down. I wonder if she even knows why? I mean does
she know how crazy she can make me? She has to it is hard for
me to think that she doesn't know how sexy she is(and
especially today!!) she looked so hot today again she is
SOOO BEAUTIFUL!!! Her face..and eyes are amazing! And
her body WOW! Today in the pants she was wearing her butt
was so HOT! And her chest. Ok before I just go on forever about
how hot she is!! (Why cant there BE TWO of her??) ---Anyway
let me try to keep it together. so her last email said that
she would wear purple and stop by more and rub my hair!! She
is AMAZING!! But I have only thought this since I started
working at and she would come over and visit Patrice.(who
sat next to me) but that was pre journal days...and its a
good thing too ! I do wonder if she knows how HOT she is? And
like when she teases!! Wooaah like one time a while ago I
was plugging something into the back of her computer and
she was sitting down in her chair and while I was down there
she was like while your down there can you do me a favor?
I mean I don't think she could have any idea that when
she said that I wanted nothing more then to start licking
her right there until she started cumming! That is probably
my number one fantasy! (at least for a while it has been)
Anyway A while after that I had the most incredible dream
where she said the same thing but this time she put her hand
on my cheek and guided my face to her leg (she was wearing
a skirt and no underwear-I LOVE MY DREAMS!!) anyway I started
licking her and ohh my I have to go now and dream about that
while I am awake! (before I burst!!)
December 8, 2002
This next thing I am not even sure if I should write in here.
But I guess I should because it did happen. Anyway this morning
I woke up and then went back to sleep and I had this dream one
of those dreams where you know what is going on!! Well I think
this dream must have been sparked by a email last week. Susie
sent out an email about getting an hotel room for the Christmas
party.(She looked AMAZING THERE well what I remember of
it. -but I think I have written enough about that.) anyway
I emailed her back saying that I didn't want one because
she already had somebody in her room. Then she emailed back
saying haven't you ever heard threes
company anyway that kinda made me excited
but this dream is crazy. But anyway I dreamt that I was in
a room (like a hotel room) and she told me to get undressed
so I did. And then she had me lay on the bed with my head right
at the foot of the bed. Then she got undressed and walked
over and put her knees on the bed with my head right in between
them. So I started licking her thighs and then up until I
was tasting her. And she was giving me a hand job and starting
to moan. (and getting really wet) ok (I am hot thinking about
it!) but here is where it got crazy. Right then her husband
(or I think I couldn't see who it was) walked up and started
rubbing his dick on her.. so I stopped. But then she was like
no don't stop keep licking me. I started to lick her
clit and his dick was inside her at this time.
And was going
in and out. I was like gross!! But she was getting so excited
and telling me to keep going (and there is no way I was going
to stop making her excited) anyway I was licking her and
then when they started really fucking I was trying just
to lick her but they were moving so I was licking him and then
her like at the same time. And she was moaning so I couldn't
stop doing that. She was really wet. And then he came in her.
I kept licking her clit while he was just sitting inside
her. (this is where is got really crazy) he took it out and
you could tell she hadn't had a orgasm yet or wanted
another one? Anyway she sat on my tongue and I was licking
her and she was going crazy. Riding my face. And telling
me not to stop and that she was about to cum. So I kept going
then started putting my tongue deep in her and she was getting
so excited that I could tell she was about to cum. And right
then all of his cum started sliding out of her. And I was like
gross but then I was like there was no way that I am going to
stop with her moaning and about to cum so I sucked it all down
not stopping at all. And then she had a huge orgasm. And it
tasted awesome. Anyway when I woke up my boxers were off.
And I was hard. And I was thinking how gross that was.(the
guy part) But then I thought that if that really happened
and she was letting me eat her and she had him come in and do
that.
..and she was asking me not to stop there is no way I
would stop. Even the last part! And then that made me really
hot and it only took minutes until I was cumming all over
myself. anyway I can't believe that? But that email
had to be what got me thinking about that! I guess the moral
of that dream is to watch out because if I would do that is
there anything I wouldn't do if she asked me? But before
I get so excited I can't finish this!! Today I also